Maybe God let it happened. He let you be alone this time because maybe you’ve been becoming too dependent on others. He let you be alone this time to reawaken the spirit of leadership in you. He wants you to learn to lead yourself. And He wants others to see how He will work in you. He knows that you are not an extrovert kind of person who easily carries himself in front of many people. He knows you’re the opposite. He knows you’re too introverted that you tend to often fear to speak in front of a crowd.
He doesn’t want you to stay in that level, so He stretches you and leads you out of your comfort zone little by little. He wants you to fly like an eagle. And an eagle doesn’t stay hidden in a corner. It flies high. Gracefully. He wants you to fly gracefully like an eagle.
He wants to mold you to be a true leader that leads multitudes of leaders. But before that, you must first learn to lead yourself. And He believes you can do it because He is with you.
Endure what you are experiencing. Stop complaining. It won’t help. Persevere instead. Perseverance produces maturity. If you choose to persevere, instead of complaining, you will grow. You will mature.
It won’t be long, mighty warrior. This too shall come to pass. Just enjoy your journey with the King of kings.
James 1:2-4
“Consider it pure joy, my brothers and sisters, whenever you face trials of many kinds, because you know that the testing of your faith produces perseverance. Let perseverance finish its work so that you may be mature and complete, not lacking anything.”
When My Heart Speaks 